Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Reminiscing




Found some not-too-old pics of my baby taken few months back..It's so funny because I can't help but feel mushy and melodramatic especially since he'll be turning one in few days time. Oh boy, he's growing too fast. GOD bless him.

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Will post some later...

Monday, October 16, 2006

Relatives


Taken at home. With some relatives. Fr L to R: Daddy Arnold (Cuz G's hubby), Tita Ruby (also my Ninang), Ate Genevieve (cousin), Kuya Andrei (cousin) and Mommy Benitz (Tita Ruby's Ma).

Cutest baby @ 11 months!


Still so groggy but I can't resist taking a pic during the wee hours in the morning while Matt sleeps on..

He even gave me this lovely smile to capture with my phone.

With Mama


Matt is 11 months old today. This was taken before we visited the pedia for his monthly check up.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Another pearl

Felt my son’s upper gum. And there’s a new pearl. Upper right incisor.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sunday again

Been to church with Matt. Matt is adjusting quite well with this activity. I’ve seen him getting relaxed and playful in the church today. And he hasn’t slept. Big differences from last Sunday.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Complete

Matt woke up a little over 5AM. With him already doing the somersaults beside me, I had no choice but to drag myself off to sleep. And thanks to him, I saw my phone and that my husband has called me 3x already and has sent me a msg to have our gate opened as he is outside.

It’s the 3rd weekend of the month – my husband’s sked to come home. T’was barely 6AM but the men in my life are already up and playing.

PM: We brought Matt to his dr to have his immunization. Visited Cris’ family after that.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Another Sunday

We heard mass with Matt this morning. ‘Tis an activity that I encourage, to make my son get used to people, and to get him get in terms with his “stranger anxiety” attacks.

By the way, another pearl is coming out. Lower left incisor.

Friday, August 04, 2006

After oh so long

Morning: Home. Bumming around.
Afternoon: I was able to relieve my father from baby-sitting Matt. At last. Sleeping quietly. I miss watching him sleep. I missed holding him and talking to him. He smells oh so sweet like milk with honey... I miss being this near to my son. I could stay here forever, just watching him sleep.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Precious Pearl

One of his pearly whites is already visible! Everybody’s so excited. Tatay discovered it first, (he said Matt was touching his teeth and so he carefully rubbed Matt’s lower gum—and found out there’s this little almost-invisible-thing coming out).

Location: lower right portion, incisors.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Progress 2

At 8-month old, Matt has mastered the art of closing and opening our cabinet doors. Although this applies only to (door) handles which he can reach and grasp. One time, I left him on the rubber-matted floor to play. He started crawling towards his cabinet; reached for the lowest door; opened it and peeped inside.

He is discovering new things.

He is fascinated with the curtains; and one particular curtain clip. I first detected his fascination with the curtains and everything that moves when the electric fan is turned on, when he was still about 6months old. He could barely stand then, even when supported so he'd just look on. These days, he'd always try to reach for the clip, by tiptoeing or climbing his baby seat.

Our hide-and-seek play started from his curtain fascination. Because we always stay near the curtain, I would try to hide behind the curtain and he'd try to look for me; or the other way around (him hiding behind the curtain with me petending to look for him). This never fails to put a big smile on his face, especially when we'd end up "finding" each other.

Matt can momentarily stand without support. After a few sec, and maybe already feeling the weight, he'd heavily slump his butt.

I have observed that Matt is apprehensive of the rain. I don't know why. Even when he hears the word "rain," he'd keep still as if trying to listen if it really is raining. The pitter-patter on the roof when it rains hard, keeps him awake. I know it's not the water, because he especially loves it when we bathe him and let him play with the water for awhile. But I will work on it, maybe try to associate rain with good things so he won't get anxious whenever it rains.

I remember when I was 8 or 7 yrs old, there were instances that I wake up , only to find that I'm alone. This makes me cry because I remember feeling so scared. The same thing happens to Matt everytime he wakes up and sees that no one is around. That's why I make it a point not to leave him when he's asleep, because I remember "that feeling" of waking up alone as a child.

And for the past few weeks, he's been sleeping through the night like a baby. His REM and deep sleeps are more in tuned. His now occasional "stirrings" just signal his hunger; and after feeding, he'd quietly sleep on. Thanks God, this has given me enough time to rest at night.

And he makes funny faces. 2 funny expressions. He must have been mimicking the way my father's face crinkles everytime he laughs. That may be the one. The other, I still have to discover the root.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Not another Saturday

AM: Much to my delight, I heard my son say "mama" today. After babbling "papa" non-stop yesterday, I wondered when he'll blurt "mama." It was so pleasing to the ears.

PM: Cris & I brought Matt to his pedia. I think, Matt enjoyed the ride to the dr. He keeps on looking outside the window. Although I have expected Matt to cry when given the vaccine, I was not ready to see him cry so loud, so much. He started to wail when the dr examined him, to measure his head circumference and his height. It tore my heart to see Matt cry as if the tears won't stop.

We later on visited Cris' family in Nazareth after our trip to Matt's pedia. Matt had the "stranger anxiety" attack. Upon seeing the unfamiliar faces of Cris' mother, sister and aunts, he started crying again. He calmed down when I hugged and comforted him. After awhile, he got used to Cris' family. One of Cris' aunts was even able to hold and carry him.

On our way home, he keeps on peering outside the window. Again. Tired. But happy and looking every bit of it.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Progress

My son turned eight-month old today.

Much to my delight, I heard him babble "papa" and his version of "tatay." Tatay is my father.

If we take presence into consideration, I wonder why it's not "mama."

But, I am mighty proud of him.

Friday, June 30, 2006

I feel tired fixing these mess...

Pa, I am already tired fixing Mama's mess...heheheh. Posted by Picasa

Huh!!!!

Mama caught me hiding something under the bedsheet.....joke only...heheheh....Nah, I was only trying to sit just like older men do.. Posted by Picasa

Hello, I know how to walk......

Hi Pa, I know how to walk na...Wanna walk with me.. Posted by Picasa

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Back riding

I woke up with a start..It was 4PM and the last conscious thing I did before drifting off to dreamland was holding my son while lying in bed. I couldn't see Matt near where I was sleeping. He's not in bed!
Scanning our room, I found him atop his baby seat. Standing and pushing the backrest with all his might, as if riding a horse! And from the looks of it, he is enjoying his seat-driving adventure.

Friday, June 09, 2006

We LoVe YoU!

Happy Father's Day, Papa!

- Ma & Matt

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Up Close and Personal

Up close, I can now understand why some people say that we look alike. Posted by Picasa

Picture!Picture!

Ma, d'ya wanna join us? ....I think Mama wanted to, if only somebody else could take her place in capturing this pic on film, err, on stick Posted by Picasa

Precious moments

I'm so glad we had a great time together.... Posted by Picasa

Monday, May 29, 2006

With Tita Joi

Can you see the difference?...I think not....I'm kinda subdued here while Tita Joi happily posed before the cam.

Notice that my hotdog-like pillow was not properly placed here..heheh Posted by Picasa

I am counting!!!!!!!!

Don't disturb me.. I'm learning to count...One, two, three......I can count the number of times I am with with my father. Posted by Picasa

With Mama

What can you say? Or see?..heheh
Do I look like my mother or my mother looks like me?.... Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I am still waiting for my playmate...my father!!!

Hey guys!!!Have you seen my father? Kindly tell him that I'm waiting for him so we can start our game....I miss playing with him... Posted by Picasa

Playing before the camera

Come, let's ride..err, wrestle this hotdog-like pillow..Too small for me huh ;-)Posted by Picasa

Riding my walker at 6 months old

Hi there, wanna to play with me ... Posted by Picasa

Monday, May 08, 2006

WAA!!! I knew it, that's a camera. Posted by Picasa
This is the mess that I call bed.. taken after my crawling feat. Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

I'm seeing my world in a different view..uhm, position..I'm learning to sit on my bum Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Ma's Corner 3/17/06:Little Sacrifices

Sacrifice is the seal and trademark of becoming a parent. An inevitable part of parenthood. A reality that I've learned these days.

Everyday, when I leave my son to my father, my heart breaks. Everyday, I spend the last minutes at home (before leaving for work) lulling Matt to sleep in my arms with some songs. Sometimes I'd run the risk of getting late just so I can hold him in my arms a little longer, and just so he can continue sleeping (he usually wakes up when laid down to bed). Oh, how my heart bleeds! I'm torn between my responsibility with my son and my work. Everyday I have to decide whether to leave him with my father or file a VL and stay at home. But everyday, I choose to work -because we need to secure Matt's future.

I know there are other working moms out there who, like me, are in this same boat. My mother, when we were still growing up, for instance. She'd used to say that she made sacrifices for us all--her five kids. For one, she passed up her chances for a promotion because she knew it would bring more work responsibility and more pressure, with less time for her family, she would say.(She only applied for a promotion after the 4 of us graduated in college.) Now, I have come to understand better how my mother must have felt those times. Somehow, I know I am bound to make the same sacrifices just like her .

Lately, I have spoken with my boss about my schedule preferences on company events. Some of which I have no choice but to choose later dates. These days, I'm not so thrilled with activities that could bring me away from home for more than 12 hours.Trainings. Field assignments. Office work that requires long hours. So I simply decline these. If I'm not home beyond 5:30PM, I would worry 'coz aside from my son, there are things waiting for me like bottles to wash and sterilize, clothes to wash and iron.

I was not a workaholic but I used to go out of my way to be productive in the workplace.Those days. Simply put, my priorities have shifted. I know this would have an effect on my performance appraisal. But like my mother, there are far more important things in life than a career upgrade.

Monday, March 27, 2006

Ma's Corner 3/14/06: Way to go!

There is enough reason to celebrate today. My son is 4 months old and I also celebrate my fifth year of service with the telecoms company I'm currently working for. Apart from the cash reward, I am lucky to have a regular job compared to millions of jobless Filipinos.

But not so long ago, after giving birth, I considered resigning just to be a full-time mother. But we couldn't afford to give up my job, literally. The monthly salary and other benefits I am enjoying now help us to get by with our bills and expenses at home. The compensation I receive --although not much-- goes a long way in taking care of Matt's needs. But how I wish to just stay at home and take care of my growing son's other non-material needs.

Friday, March 24, 2006

With my Nanay. Life is fairly manageable because of Nanay, Tatay and Tita Joi's help.  Posted by Picasa
Taken one morning before Ma leaves for work Posted by Picasa
With Tita Joi. It's now her turn to babysit me.  Posted by Picasa
It's me Posted by Picasa
Say cheese, Matt. Posted by Picasa
Mother-son tandem! Posted by Picasa
Bathing time is bonding time with Nanay. Rituals usually start at 630AM daily. Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, March 22, 2006


Feb 18 2006: Very happy me with my father, taken after my immunization. Posted by Picasa